Eternal Glitter

 


It has been a long stretch of brown and grey with no sign of green. The ground is bare and hard, yet the light is on the rise. There is something in the air - could it be the spring? Maybe. It is undecided for now. A strange „in-between“, time undefined by the clear boundaries of the distinct season.

At this time of the year, I start yearning for spring, for light, for warmth and comfort of seeing the life popping up all around me. It is hard to stay calm when you know „it´s coming“ when it´s lurking around the corner. 

I am becoming restless. 

I know once spring hits, it will be impossible for me to stay inside and tend to things that need my attention. I ache for the light yet I fear losing the safety of the darkness.

Pisces season is upon us. The sign of Pisces, two fishes captured by an invisible string, swimming in opposite directions. Their journey is of a cyclical nature, it has no destination. It is not about the one or the other. They are bound to float together eternally. Swimming up towards the light and at the same time being drawn back down into the darkness.

That constant yearning for something you don´t have thinking that once you reach it your struggles will be over. The endless cycle of eagerly running after something with great expectation and once you have it, once it is within your reach, you become dissatisfied with it. It has lost its glitter.

To stay in the constant flow of time rather than to swim long distance. Seems impossible to do. But even a small step counts. One moment at a time.

Keep the hope alive, keep floating.
Petra

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